I have totally forgot about brag about the two Best Buy thing I have done in 2021.
Plant based recycled eco friendly frying pan and eco egg laundry.

i really love the laundry egg I dont remember what was the price, but much cheaper then eco friendly powder I was using before and it smells heaven. It save me for so much money and effort, I forgot it one time in dryer so it looks kinda funny now. But beside that it still works! 😀

And the frying pan is none stick for real. I don’t remember where I was shopping those thing, frying pan was on half price or something I really dont remember.
 And you can use it on induction too so weee!

But google it please!

Stop treating people like they are just numbers in your system. We all have story!!

You can’t punish me for every time I write about my story! Next thing that will happened that I get tired of your bullshit nav and send my lawyer to you! And that will be ugly for you. 🙃🙂

Nav be like we don’t believe in you because you want to go internationally.

but we care a lot about your international followers don’t get to know your side of story. Wtf? Really nav? Really??

back in 2020
when whole world was shut down
Nav called me and said
if you don’t show up personally
at university
you are paying for your own studies
with your own money
even tho it is shut down by government
we going to stop your pension immediately

If you don’t show up at university
we need to have documentation from your doctor
Why you didn’t show up personally

they are so amusing this Norwegian humans
every year new rule appears for non Norwegian people

Egentlig jeg bryr meg ikke lenger om at dere ikke har tro på meg. Jeg har tro på meg selv!
Det er det eneste som er det viktigste!

Jeg vet ikke om det er trist for dere/Norge eller hva at dere ikke forstår min prosess og viktigheten med drømmen jeg har boende i meg.

Jeg vet ikke om det er trist for Norge at jeg må bytte til norsk navn for å i hele tatt min søknad skal bli sett på.
Jeg synes det et trist jeg.

Dere ser ikke på det jeg gjør som en godkjent aktivitet fordi det har tatt sin tid å komme seg dit der jeg er nå!

Det er trist mental helse ikke er så utforsket at det tas så for gitt av dem som ikke har opplevd stort. Vær takknemlig for alt du tar for gitt med kroppen din og ditt sinn som fungerer!

Nav og hvordan dem behandler sine brukere.
vi skjønner du har diagnose og dette har gjort livet vanskelig, men du har ikke lov å være avhengig av oss støtter deg riktig, for nav bryr seg egentlig ikke hvordan du gjør det. Bare du kommer deg ut i arbeid fortest mulig og hva som helst arbeid.

Du har lite du skulle ha sagt selvom dette kan påvirke din framtid og helse. Så bryr vi oss ikke. Vi er her for du skal slite mest mulig mens du er bruker hos oss. Din selvtillit skal sviktes og brytes ned slik at du blir kassadame på Rimi selvom du har visjoner og drømmer og diagnose som gjør det vanskelig å jobbe til å med i nærbutikk.

Om du trenger oss ytterligere så må vi ha dokumentasjon som vi har fått egentlig hundre ganger tidligere, men dette bare for vi elsker å skape relasjon mellom oss der du blir ikke ivaretatt ordentlig og mistrodd for vi ønsker helst ikke å ha tillit til deg. Men du har det å vise tillit til oss og alt vi sier er fakta og du skal bare tro på det. Selvom hvert saksbehandler sier det dem har lyst å si uten at det henhold til nav sine egne regler og lover.

Jeg satt på kontoret sammen med ei ung dame som saksbehandler koste med sin gravid mage og jeg fortalte om min drøm hvor det var skape bedre framtid for kvinner som har vært utsatt for traume i sitt liv og ønsker å komme seg videre riktig. Jeg ønsket å hjelpe dem. Denne unge kvinnen sa til meg, det er ikke så alle drømmer blir oppfylt, hva med du vurdere å søke jobb i nærmeste nærbutikk.

Første fremst var det ikke fly til månen jeg sa min drøm var. For det andre virkelig? Nav virkelig? Hva slags mennesker er det dere ansetter egentlig?
Hva går dere etter for å ha saksbehandler der som har så lite respekt for mennesker rundt seg?

Jeg har mange års erfaring og utdanning innen coaching og healing. Jeg kan bedre ta meg av empati der det trengs å behandle mennesker riktig i vanskelig situasjon en nden unge damen på kontoret hos nav røyken!

I really don’t like using the word plan. Because nothing goes at we plans. So to avoid disappointment I like to use word Goals. Goals is fun word, fun easy energy and it’s easy way to get to the goal when it’s fun energy around.

my biggest goal will be say fuck to everything that drain me and fucks up my mental health. 🙌

Im changing myself. I will continue being humble. But bad bitch humble. Im so done with assholes playing me just because I’m humble. Fuck you big time.

I’m looking forward to new beginnings. If you love me. You better speak up now. 😁

But for now it’s me and my little girl I have focus on. And my biggest goal is get my mental health in shape again. 💪🙏

is it just me want to put everything together NOW, everything all together in once before world summit? Omg I’m so excited I can’t wait. Weeee

you never loose your true soulmate
you only lose the ones who blocking ~

I believe who ever is meant for you
will be yours
when you make it happened
and time is right

life is about beauty and romance
art and music

life is about happiness and joy
love and laughter

life is about
grief and grow
learning and understanding

life is not meant to be
lived in cage
and do not following your heart
and you passion

If you don’t stand in something to believe in
Someone else will definitely drag you around.
I refuse to be someone else then myself.

Have a lovely summer dear ones.
and be kind. It still pandemics, we all are traumatized 🙏🥰🧚🏼‍♀️🧿🔱🍀❤️‍🩹

It’s true

dark represents the darkness

I want to be remembered
as one of those
who
Represented

The Light !

Where there is light, there is always hope!

I believe in hope
I believe in new tomorrow
I believe in kindness

I really believe in humanity

We can’t lose hope on humanity, it’s only means we lose hope in ourself !
I’m not losing any hope in me. As long I believe in humanity
There will I find The Light!

As long I’m walking, I’m part of humans. And humanity is only right choice that is!

I believe in balance
I believe in change

And believe not everything we need to understand
and most of the times
best thing to do
is forgive
let go
and move on

Easy thing to say
but we all strive for things to let go of

I always forever will choose kindness
I always forever will choose
The Light!

You know when our ancestors, choose to calm us down, they sending us signs, they sending us peace.

let us trust the signs. Let us just be in peace now 🙏💓 let us just remember we are all one, we are all sisters and brothers.

please let us stop this madness. Let us remember we are in this together 🙏🧚🏼‍♀️🍀🏳️⚪️🔱💚

but someone need to stand up and tell us who is responsible for this kids! This is nothing but sad! This is heartbreaking 💔😞

you know what kills relationship before it sometimes starts ?
that imagination we have about how the other person is

and actually non of it is anyone business
what we all imagine about someone else.

I can’t put a responsibility on someone
for imagine how their are

and it’s really not my responsibility to live up to
what you imagined how I would be

It’s beauty with to meets so many delightful spirits
I really love and enjoy my journey
even though I still somehow find comfort in be in poets sadness
but I feel much more stronger and stronger
even though this last month have been intense healing time for me

It feels like I have healed more this last moments then I did all this last 6 years together

No wonder I’m totally exhausted
Can you feel it too? This rapid healing that going on?

When you are traumatized, it’s not just your brain that get traumatized. You emotions, your whole energy being, from your body to everything that has to do with you. It will be print in your DNA too

but anyway
I’m working on my traumatized body
this is heavy
to need to remind my body even more then ever before
You are safe
you can guard down
Just relax
just be

Let go

Yoga is really wonderful I definitely need more of that in my life

But now it’s summer time here in Norway
I’m looking for to take back some old hobbies

I really looking forward to make happiness be my new comfort zone
and go with the flow and thrive in life be my only motto

I’m grateful for my family, you are really the best
my soul family and all my sisters and brothers

I feel so blessed to have so many that want the best for me 🙏

You know when some of your sweetheart little brothers want to set up blind date for you, then you understand times has come to shut up even more. 😅🤪😂

Have a lovely summer time. Let frequency of Love be your only language
and what ever that is not Love
let it just be noise
and go back to your own
Voice

Stay awake my fellow dear humans
we are all in this together ~<3

I love you all 🙏🧚🏼‍♀️💚🍀

Any machine that can draw the vision one get? Sometimes I get bombarded with this amazing such well detailed visualization images. I can’t even remember it to draw it myself. So many so much details. I just wonder how cool would it be. To let some computer see what you see. And draw what I see in real time very fast, and just let it amaze me.
maybe laziness of me not drawing it myself. But if I can get computer do the job for me, then I will have more energy left to visualize more and more. 😁👌✌️🙏😁

I’m in this mentor program, also free mentor program where I volunteering coaching. And most of them is Indigenous Native Americans. And what’s breaking my heart is they ask me about they culture. They don’t have any connection with their culture anymore. They don’t know anything about. Sadly I can’t help them with that.

I do what I can do best, it’s mentoring them through trauma and have right mindset to overcome difficulties.

I want to learn more myself about the culture. But it’s really breaking my heart that my precious indigenous people are so disconnected with their own past. Big shame on you America that you killed such a rich culture. All the wisdom that could help us a lot in this time is gone.

it’s many country out there doing thing wrong. But this three country USA and Israel, and England is major reasons to collapse of origin culture background.

So dear America. No you are not all immigrants, indigenous peoples are not that. And African American was stolen. So please read you history and let that sink in.

if you think God let stuff like this go unnoticed, I can ensure you that you are very wrong! God has listen to prayer and screams of its precious children. Don’t you think for a moment God let stuff like this pass it’s by.